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charlavail
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- Mar 19, 2026
- 55
I had a couple of drinks tonight with a friend and we spoke about all the shit that is going on with my life and now that I'm alone in my apartment I am ready. I ended up cutting myself more and deeper than I ever have before and it wasn't enough. most days I just think about how I'm going to do it but now I'm more just like let's do it now and get this over with. I'm so sick of suffering.