Venting I can no longer bear to live

[Nothing87]

My mind won't just shut up and it kept spewing hatred and negative things to me and it just keep making scenarios that something bad will happen in my life. I tried everything, including taking medication, taking care of myself, and talking to trusted/professional people, but nothing helped, I just keep suffering. Hopefully someday I will be able to ctb and I can be finally in peace.


Living is so hard when you have a mind that betrays and lies to you.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful and tiring what you go through, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for.