Venting I can never give in

[Flume]

I just can't, in my heart there's always hope. My head gets that I'm done, there's no reason for me to live. But my heart doesn't, my heart keeps clinging on to every single glimpse of hope and I can't stop it, I can't... stop it.

What does something that's dying do? It clings on to survive, my heart is not dead yet, and I can't kill it, unless I die... only then will this fight between me and myself end.

I will never be able to give in, never accept that death is the only way because my stupid fucking heart still clings on every and all hope to survive

 

[strawberrygirl]

Perhaps it's just not time/you're not ready yet.. Would it be better to stop fighting those thoughts and listen to your heart instead..?

I don't know what you're going through.. but from when I last went to Sweden(saw that you are from there in your profile), there was many quiet and empty places that gives my heart and head some peaceful time to get in touch with my thoughts.. Hugs to you..