I can forgive... I can not forget...

[dandan]

I've spent nearly 20 years feeling like complete shit...
only my mom help me by paying therapy... lot of money in 20 years...

After testosterone deficiency was found 20 years later...
I can forgive my family for not believing in me, but I can not forget ....

Now I should go back home for the Holidays... I love them, sure... but I can not forget the hell I went through... AND specially the consequences!!

My situation today could've been so different if they believed me, listened to me, and do something, encourage me, I just never thought testosterone could be it... neither them.. but they didn't even bother to investigate a little....

Also... since 2012 I was out of a job, couldn't manage it because of depression.... I found Bitcoin... I bought Bitcoin and Eth....

I had a car accident in 2014 or 2015... merely $800 deductible had to be paid.... and their words were: "You wanted Bitcoin, then pay it with Bitcoin (and they jiggled or laughed)"

I insisted them to buy Bitcoin for years!! and they didn't listen, today my mom call me about how she has to pay $300usd per year and it was too much... I asked to NOT speak about money to me, she would had more than enough if she, or anyone had listened to me.....

I can forgive, but I cant forget....

and now my destiny seems like a life of hard work where it could've been so damm different.....

By the time I got a job and alright, Bitcoin was already so high, I can not even pay for 1 Btc in couple last years... damm... Life changing... it aint the money I was after, it was the freedom that it gives...

 

[Deleted member 94]

Don't beat yourself up about it nobody knew bitcoin was going to hit such highs, hell I used to have ads flashing up on the screen and I never clicked on them about bitcoin in 2012. You have to understand most people didn't even see that much. Plus they wouldn't even be savvy enough not my family anyway if I were to tell them 100 Euro worth of bitcoin from 2012 would be millions now, well that will depress them and so I don't.

You have got to know billions of people are in the same boat, the best you can do is try to research what will be the next cryptocurrency to follow.