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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
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Do you have a timeline on when if you ctb? I'd imagine like others who have gathered their tools, that then becomes the next big consideration. Or have you already made up your mind?
 
LigottiSchopenhauer

LigottiSchopenhauer

Student
Jan 7, 2023
133
Do you have a timeline on when if you ctb? I'd imagine like others who have gathered their tools, that then becomes the next big consideration. Or have you already made up your mind?
My timeline is maybe around the end of 2023, which will be the 10 year anniversary of the first time I ever felt suicidal. At the time, I was 16, and friends told me "just wait 10 years, until you're 26, then if you're still suicidal, you can do it!" Even my therapist said something similar.

I'm not 100% sure that I'll CTB, though. I'm giving this world six more months to impress me and convince me that it's worth living in. If it fails to do that, then I'm getting the hell outta here.
 

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