I booked my ticket...Is it weird I feel...EXCITED...AND

[Imustdevourthe]

I booked my ticket to my suicide location for tomorrow night.

I feel really at peace and excited about this. If I wasnt meant for anything, I was definitely meant for this, type feeling.

maybe for a few people there is more meaning to the way a person died than to how they lived their life.

I don't know if you catch my drift but...yeah.

Goodnight,
maybe I'll catch you on the other side

 

[BPD Barbie]

Sorry life has brought you to this choice. I hope whatever your method, it's peaceful and quick. See you on the other side

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I understand what you mean, I felt that when I received my ctb supplies, although I've not decided of a precise date.

I'm sorry you've come to this extremity. Best of luck, hugs.

 

[mesohappy]

I wish you luck and hope all goes well..I have been setting things in motion for myself all morning as well..Its fucking weird-I haven't felt this alive in years.

 

[LastRide]

Isn't it true the moment you really make up your mind about ctb and how to do it, you feel so light and happy and at peace with yourself? Why can't it be like that when you want to live? I haven't figured this out yet.

@Imustdevourthe - I fully understand how you can have that feeling that your death totally represents who you are, how you truly see yourself. Another mystery of existence I have not fathomed yet. I wish you the very best of luck, I'll be with you in my thoughts....

 

[Soulless_Angel]

wow this is a strange place to be, I pray you are 150% sure you are on the right path, and if you are, I wish you peace and hope that were ever life takes you next you are content with that path

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

I booked my ticket to my suicide location for tomorrow night.

I feel really at peace and excited about this. If I wasnt meant for anything, I was definitely meant for this, type feeling.

maybe for a few people there is more meaning to the way a person died than to how they lived their life.

I don't know if you catch my drift but...yeah.

Goodnight,
maybe I'll catch you on the other side

Knowing you will get peace is really an amazing feeling, hope to see you on the other side I know how you feel when having a suicide plan ready and finally being able to let go of the stress and pain.

 

[Ghost2211]

May your journey be swift and peaceful. Sending you love and good wishes.

 

[JustVisiting]

Peace and love to you

 

[TAW122]

I can relate, I felt a sense of conclusion and small bit of excitement and relief when I got my method and was originally planning to CTB in May 2019 and December 2019, but something turned around and alas, I'm still here in 2020. Anyways, I wish you success in whatever method (if you don't mind sharing) you chose and also a peaceful journey.

 

[departing]

I'm sorry that things have reached this point in your life. I hope that you find the peace that you're seeking.

 

[Lostandfound7]

I booked my ticket to my suicide location for tomorrow night.

I feel really at peace and excited about this. If I wasnt meant for anything, I was definitely meant for this, type feeling.

maybe for a few people there is more meaning to the way a person died than to how they lived their life.

I don't know if you catch my drift but...yeah.

Goodnight,
maybe I'll catch you on the other side

Hey honey. So sorry this has become an option for us. I wish u much love and peace on this side, and the other..

 

[Green Destiny]

Hope you get some much needed rest my friend.

 

[escapefromabuse]

I booked my ticket to my suicide location for tomorrow night.

I feel really at peace and excited about this. If I wasnt meant for anything, I was definitely meant for this, type feeling.

maybe for a few people there is more meaning to the way a person died than to how they lived their life.

I don't know if you catch my drift but...yeah.

Goodnight,
maybe I'll catch you on the other side

I've realized that I'm excited and scared. Scared of the unknown, and yet excited to finally learn the answer to the biggest question.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace in whatever you decide.

 

[Pan]

Love and much luck to you. Peace is within reach.

 

[AlreadyGone]

I hope you found peace

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Doing some quick searching around, I was able to confirm that this user is still with us. I hope you're seeking help. There are indefinite resources available for you.