NothingElseMatters
Warlock
- Mar 30, 2020
- 745
after 29 years of frustration and self harm. better late than never.
DrownFeather
The proudest communist feather ever
- Apr 7, 2022
- 184
After 19 years i confirm too, for me it's better now than late
SpaceCadet
In a perfect world, nobody would be suicidal
- Feb 27, 2022
- 193
After 20 years of a pathetic life, yes i'm joining you guys too
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,987
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I know that it can be unbearable when things are hopeless. I hope you find peace and relief from pain in whatever happens.
deathbydragon
take me with you
- Mar 17, 2022
- 189
I'm in the last 1% of my life, that's for sure
rationaltake
I'm rocking it - in another universe
- Sep 28, 2021
- 2,704
ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 464
It's intolerable anymore to see happy and beautiful people now. I can't stomach it. the pain can't be put into words knowing you're unintelligent, ugly and maimed and will be lonely and in pain forever. You have to see people living quality even normal lives everyday when you go out and then you have to acknowledge you're lack of one all the more
After I lost my faith, this is how I feel too. thanks for sharing, I see that I'm not alone. It's terrible. I'm not a jealous person, people should enjoy their happiness, but why do I have to suffer? Who wants to live like this?
GongLiFang
Certified Stupid
- Aug 11, 2021
- 77
I feel the same way. My life situation changed so now my suicide plans really have jumped into gear and I can not see myself for living much longer. But there is something nice about knowing I won't have to suffer much longer.
Red Scare
Wizard
- Mar 1, 2022
- 647
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 9,114
I can understand how difficult and devastating that can be for someone. On the other hand, I'm actually happy (for other people) when I see others who actually got happiness, and even beauty, success, a life in general, etc. I don't blame them for what I don't have. Actually, I don't blame anyone, including myself. I think it's just the luck of the draw, and in order to have good, you have to have bad, too. There has to be balance in the world. I think it's built in to our existence, our universe, our place in all this, whatever that is. This is not meant to detract from the very real miseries that we experience on a day to day basis, or our absolutely justifiable desire to leave this miserable place and be set free from our pain, misery, loneliness, whatever it is that we are experiencing in our own personal existence. I just can't be angry at others who managed to get what I desire, whether it was only through just a happenstance of good gene arrangement, or through their own hard work, both, or other legitimate means.
