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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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When I am surrounded by average people and strangers I often have obsessive suicidal thoughts. I often repeat "I am going to kill myself" or similar sentences in my head. It is my way to play the charade. I dislke to act as if I was heatlhy. But obviously you should not tell everyone (strangers) about your life story.
I sometimes imagine to shut it in public spaces "I am going to kill myself". Obviously I would never do that. But I would be curious about the reactions. Probably I would end up in the psych ward.
I am a control freak with a lot of OCD. I am scared to say the quiet part loud when I am surrounded by other people. But it is very unlikely that will happen. I try to think a lot before I articulate myself.
I sometimes imagine to shut it in public spaces "I am going to kill myself". Obviously I would never do that. But I would be curious about the reactions. Probably I would end up in the psych ward.
I am a control freak with a lot of OCD. I am scared to say the quiet part loud when I am surrounded by other people. But it is very unlikely that will happen. I try to think a lot before I articulate myself.