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timetodie24
Warlock
- Apr 14, 2023
- 735
Sorry I'm so confused. So sorry for my posts that are confusing and go back and forth.
As some of you will know, I've known for a while about a system controlling me.
For a while I thought it was because I was a targeted individual then this week I thought they were like a friend trying to help me realise I'm the evil entity. Then today I became convinced I'm not real and just an error in a computer system and that's what's controlling me.
i am so confused about what's the truth. I think the most likely one that I'm coming back to is that it's just because they are rules and laws of the universe and I broke them by surviving my death date so that's why I'm being controlled.
I'm so confused about all the ideas coming up though and feel I'm losing my mind. I don't feel real but I must be.
All I know whatever tf is going on , ctb is the answer . It's only way to end this. To end my suffering and save others. Despite all my different theories, consistently i have known and had evidence of control. So that part is real.
Sorry I'm a mess . I know people have real and much worse shit to deal with and I treat this like a pathetic diary. Sorry
As some of you will know, I've known for a while about a system controlling me.
For a while I thought it was because I was a targeted individual then this week I thought they were like a friend trying to help me realise I'm the evil entity. Then today I became convinced I'm not real and just an error in a computer system and that's what's controlling me.
i am so confused about what's the truth. I think the most likely one that I'm coming back to is that it's just because they are rules and laws of the universe and I broke them by surviving my death date so that's why I'm being controlled.
I'm so confused about all the ideas coming up though and feel I'm losing my mind. I don't feel real but I must be.
All I know whatever tf is going on , ctb is the answer . It's only way to end this. To end my suffering and save others. Despite all my different theories, consistently i have known and had evidence of control. So that part is real.
Sorry I'm a mess . I know people have real and much worse shit to deal with and I treat this like a pathetic diary. Sorry
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