Venting I am so affraid

[Carryline]

I have norhing to life for I am so affraid thst my next attempt will fail. I do not have money, job, I have chronic insomnia and every attempt what I tried fail and i cannot do anything anymore... But i still cannot kill myself... I would do anything to not be alive but somehow nothing is working and I only have high hope for SN... and I am so affraid I will fail again... but there is nothing else what else can I do

 

[itsgone2]

I'm so sorry. I'm afraid too.

 

[Baisley]

I am so sorry. I am in the same position that you are in. I am desperate to find a way to get outta this life. I am also terrified of failing. I hope you find peace eventually.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous, dreadful existence and I just always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied painless guaranteed death, I understand finding it so torturous to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the peace you search for.