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surterMAN

surterMAN

weltschmerz...
Apr 14, 2026
9
So recently I just got SN which claim to have 99.1% purity in the paper. They put the SN in a HDPE container and with an air blocker in the top of the container (after you open the cap). But the thing is I've been thinking the whole time whether this is really pure SN or not and I'm afraid it's not (the SN is pale yellow though the appearance seems to be SN). Aquarium test kits are pretty expensive and I don't really have much money left, and I am really afraid to take my own blood to test as I am scared of self-harm. Nonetheless should I not worry and trust the appearance of the SN? I keep thinking about it and it cant just stop getting into my mind, what if I accidently drink another compound that will get me hospitalized. Are there any way the SN could be a scam and it could be another compound? Or maybe it's a Sodium Nitrate? (doesn't look like it though because it's pale yellow). But I'm just really worried about this and I need help please. Thanks in advance. (plus the online store I got the SN from got banned from the online marketplace even though it has a high rating from lots of people rating them and it's a certified real shop I don't know why they banned the store)
 
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Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
367
im really concerned that you've just straight up put a source out there without a care in the world ffs
 

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