Venting I am nothing more than my trauma anymore

[HopefulSleep]

When I was a child I had goals and hobbies and was happy but bad things happened, I can't feel much else now except for the pain, I am just a living corpse and my body keeps refusing to die, I hate it.

 

[Jezzibell]

I feel your pain in your words. I'm so sorry you feel like this. I hate my resilient body too. I starve myself, have a bmi of 10 yet it won't let me die. Xxx

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly see it as being cruel how one can suffer so much yet still not die when they wish to. I think the problem is that the human body is programmed to survive no matter what, to me it's such a curse feeling trapped here.

 

[Source Energy]

same here...

 

[Hollowman]

I'm dead inside too.