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LifeAfterDeath00
Member
- Oct 11, 2019
- 75
Sounds not much of an issue, I know. But growing up I had to face a lot of things, only because of the way I look. I believed someday the situation will change, but I kept gaining weight, i still have unattractive crooked teeth, the fat deposition in my body is unflattering, I have too much body hair mainly due to PCOS, I have very thin hair. I don't have much good features, I look okay to be honest.
I know it is a good enough reason to CTB, as I will be constantly deprived of a lot of things only because of my look. I can't be confident because I know there is no point in being confident. I know things are not going to change. I just want to die silently.
For a girl, her attractiveness matters a lot. I don't see the point in going on, when I will continuously have to face backlash for things I have little to no control over.
I know it is a good enough reason to CTB, as I will be constantly deprived of a lot of things only because of my look. I can't be confident because I know there is no point in being confident. I know things are not going to change. I just want to die silently.
For a girl, her attractiveness matters a lot. I don't see the point in going on, when I will continuously have to face backlash for things I have little to no control over.