Venting I am making an attempt in about an hour. SN, free me from this hell.

[zekeyaeger]

I don't know if it will work, 8 hours of fast is up. I have taken the painkiller, now in a couple of minutes I am going to take the antiemetic. In about 40 minutes I am supposed to take SN and end this hell once and for all. Let's see if it all works out

 

[PhDone]

Hope you find peace. Will be thinking of you. I'm sure lots of us here will be.

 

[zekeyaeger]

Hope you find peace. Will be thinking of you. I'm sure lots of us here will be.

Thank you, I am not sure if it will all work out, it's my first attempt with SN. Let's see if it does.
Took the antiemetics. Had meto with me.

 

[kat6]

As far as I know, everyone who has taken sn has passed unless they called for help/were found and taken to a hospital and treated quickly w meth blue.So please think carefully and make sure it's truly what you want before you go forward. This is not something you attempt in an ambivalent way, like people who take a lot of pills with a "maybe I'll wake up maybe I won't"mindset. It's a serious decision. Wishing you all the best with whatever you choose to do.

 

[athiestjoe]

With whatever you decide, wishing you the best. And if you don't end up going through with it there is no shame and we'll be here for you regardless.

Good luck and hope you find everything you were looking for and get whatever peace & serenity you seek.

 

[maniac116]

I hope your transition is as smooth as possible & you find peace

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

Safe travels. I hope everything works out for you

 

[LifeIsASadist]

I've been trying to buy SN for a while now. Wish the best for you

 

[zekeyaeger]

Yeah, I did not go through with it. Though I take it as a step forward. I was calmer this time.

 

[Ww42]

Yeah, I did not go through with it. Though I take it as a step forward. I was calmer this time.

What do u think prevented u from doing it? Whatever kept u alive is a good enough reason. Please look into why u are wanting to live and be careful

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief from suffering you search for.