Venting I am losing patience again

[LifeIsASadist]

My HOA was supposed to give the approval to move in the condo so I can leave my parents house this week but I HAVE TO WAIT AGAIN!! I don't want to wait anymore, I want to move out of my parents' house so I can buy SN with low risk. Once I move out I am buying SN from DMC so I can finally peacefully exit this existence, I have no friends and what hurts more is that I have no partner that loves me but it kinda helps so I have less to loose but a family that gaslights me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be free from it all, I just want peace from all the suffering as well. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[lostintheraincirce]

These were my feelings before i left the house. Stay calm. You will soon leave your parents' house and you will be able to take your life back and do what you need to do with it.