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HitBlackVein

HitBlackVein

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Apr 12, 2023
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This is probably only a childish outburst of mine, but I want to die so bad right now. I have a stable life (at least that is what everyone think) and I feel like I am not allowed to leave, like everything will break without me. I feel like I should take care of my family, of school
But it's so hard
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It does sound tiring being trapped in that situation and it's understandable wishing to be free from this world but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
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It's definitely not childish to be weary of your own pain, you are strong for putting up with it. I also want to die and it is very painful to be forced to live when you want to die. Having a stable life doesn't mean that you are childish for rejecting it, there is plenty of unavoidable pain in every life. I hope your situation improves.
 
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HitBlackVein

HitBlackVein

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Apr 12, 2023
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It's definitely not childish to be weary of your own pain, you are strong for putting up with it. I also want to die and it is very painful to be forced to live when you want to die. Having a stable life doesn't mean that you are childish for rejecting it, there is plenty of unavoidable pain in every life. I hope your situation improves.
Thank you, i wish you the best
 

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