Venting I am in so much pain

[HitBlackVein]

This is probably only a childish outburst of mine, but I want to die so bad right now. I have a stable life (at least that is what everyone think) and I feel like I am not allowed to leave, like everything will break without me. I feel like I should take care of my family, of school
But it's so hard

 

[FuneralCry]

It does sound tiring being trapped in that situation and it's understandable wishing to be free from this world but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[SilentSadness]

It's definitely not childish to be weary of your own pain, you are strong for putting up with it. I also want to die and it is very painful to be forced to live when you want to die. Having a stable life doesn't mean that you are childish for rejecting it, there is plenty of unavoidable pain in every life. I hope your situation improves.

 

[HitBlackVein]

It's definitely not childish to be weary of your own pain, you are strong for putting up with it. I also want to die and it is very painful to be forced to live when you want to die. Having a stable life doesn't mean that you are childish for rejecting it, there is plenty of unavoidable pain in every life. I hope your situation improves.

Thank you, i wish you the best