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- Apr 3, 2023
- 10
I have been clean for a few months but these last weeks have been awful. I am bipolar and i think that i might be going through a episode. I don't know what to do, i feel awful i want to just disconnect from everything. I haven't been self harming but i think that the only way i can get a hold of what i am feeling.I hate my life i hate my ex i hate my fucking friends, i hope i never replied to my fucking ex. Why doesnt he love me anymore, wwhy am i so unlovable