Rumi
Experienced
- Mar 29, 2023
- 227
Hi everyone.
I'm not sure if anyone remembers me, but I was active until this summer, when I took a break to focus on recovery. I hardly thought about CTB for a few months, mostly because I was living off of others, without having any real responsibilities, and could do whatever I wanted, no work, school, etc.
Now that my situation has changed, I am back here. I forced myself to not log on to SS so that I could focus on Recovery without thinking about CTB, but ultimately I will soon be in a similar situation to that which I was in when I failed an attempt. Not really expecting much of a response to this post, I just wanted to vent really. If anyone who's been active since April of this year sees this, feel free to DM.
I'm not sure if anyone remembers me, but I was active until this summer, when I took a break to focus on recovery. I hardly thought about CTB for a few months, mostly because I was living off of others, without having any real responsibilities, and could do whatever I wanted, no work, school, etc.
Now that my situation has changed, I am back here. I forced myself to not log on to SS so that I could focus on Recovery without thinking about CTB, but ultimately I will soon be in a similar situation to that which I was in when I failed an attempt. Not really expecting much of a response to this post, I just wanted to vent really. If anyone who's been active since April of this year sees this, feel free to DM.
