I am a spectator of my own life.

[Labyrinth]

I have nothing to call "mine." My family nucleus is dysfunctional. I never made a single conscious choice. I have no direction, I act like an NPC repeating the same patterns.

I can't stop thinking about the past... how I wish I could make it better. Sometimes I can't distinguish between memories and the present moment -- until everything seems unreal.

 

[lnlybnny]

I'm at that same spot

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I have a sense that I'm on autopilot or that I'm the puppet to someone else's puppet master.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I have a sense that I'm on autopilot or that I'm the puppet to someone else's puppet master.

99% of humanity is like that