Venting i am a bad person and people don't understand that i mean it

[shotgun]

(translation:
"but since you do things
like those
don't have expectations from me")

why the fuck do people expect otherwise when i communicate i am a bad person? obviously i do shitty things that's why I've been considering myself a bad person for 4 years already. what the fuck do they think I'm gonna do? suddenly change for the better because THEY are around? fuck that, i said im a bad person because i AM a bad person, it's your choice to find out by yourself why i say so

 

[SoulWhisperer]

The timing for me to see a post like this is quite ironic. Because today someone called me "childish and edgy" (second term as expected) because I was skeptical and uneasy about a person I don't even know asking me to "be their friends". Not only do I not believe in people becoming friends simply by answering "yes" to such a question but I don't even really agree with the "apparent happy-go-lucky" facade of people.

If at times I warn people about me, it is indeed for good reason and not random. Being called "edgy" for it made me feel as if they were just not taking me seriously as if I was some kid.

I think I may agree with you on a level.

 

[tsykoais]

fuck i try to be as nice as i can be but i'm a pessimistic low down insecure bitch and my mask always slips when i'm around people for too long

 

[Gangrel]

fuck i try to be as nice as i can be but i'm a pessimistic low down insecure bitch and my mask always slips when i'm around people for too long

fuck that hurts because same ... i try but i always end up screwing up a good thing for god knows what