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riel439

riel439

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Mar 20, 2026
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Earlier, I practiced the ligature strangulation method and man, I almost did it. I can't believe it because this method is sooo hard to accomplish. I tightened the shoelace in my neck as fast as I can and after 3 seconds, I felt lightheaded and I felt like my body was about to fall. Since, It's not in my plan to CTB tonight (I plan to CTB tomorrow), I decided to loosen the shoelace in my neck.

After that, I tried tying the shoelace in my neck again just to see if I can do it again. Unfortunately, I did not feel like I'm gonna pass out after another attempt because I didn't make the shoelace tight enough just like earlier because I felt scared. So, I decided that tomorrow, I'm gonna drink alcohol to make myself more impulsive so that I can make the shoelace tight as possible in my neck and really die.
 
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Cepheuss

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Apr 17, 2023
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Just to let you know i got drunk and attempted ls once, didnt go well as i threw up everywhere while being strangled wasnt great..
 
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bluuebzrries

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Mar 4, 2026
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If you used the ligature method thread, I hate to say it's not a good method. Infact the person who made the thread admitted to regretting making the thread and ended up going w FSH. The thread is only kept up due to the effort and time put in to make it
 
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Btkeeg

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Feb 15, 2023
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Unfortunately it's not a good method. I tried it on my last attempt along with enough pain meds to kill a horse. The knot slipped while I was passed out and I woke up 20 hours later with intense vertigo but no other issues. It sucked and I'm still really upset it failed. If I was going to try the same thing again, I would skip the meds and use a tourniquet instead of a strap. That way if it slips I'll wake up and can readjust.
 
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