Hypothetically

[DarkWillow22]

Say that hypothetically you are under essentially 24 hour surveillence. The most private time you get is maybe one or two trips to the bathroom, and even then you're checked on if you're "taking too long." You cannot even drive yourself to the store alone.
What options would you consider for suicide?

 

[Ash]

Sounds like my time on the ward. Considered many, tried a few, nothing worked (obvs). Did lose all my bed linen, shoe laces, long sleeve clothing, bras etc etc when I was caught.

 

[rozeske]

Sounds like a tough spot to be in. Sounds nearly impossible. Almost all methods require some alone time except for gun or jumping from a height and I doubt those will be avaliable in this scenario.

 

[isthisit?]

Tough spot, I can't think of anything but how did you send this message in a ward like that?

 

[Bear1234]

I think jumping from a very tall ass building is your only option here. All other options are so hard to secure even for people who are here not be watched like that

 

[DarkWillow22]

It's not a ward, just how my life is unfortunately set up. I cannot drive, I'm having to care for a one month old, my husband is an asshole and is addicted to porn, the house we live in has 5 other people living in it, and we only have about 200sqft for the three of us and all of our stuff.. I've been tired for years. I gave up going to college for this man, and now I'm stuck working dead end jobs for pennies while he fucks around online telling people he's single. Sob story aside, due to being unable to drive, he is around me 24/7. And when he is asleep, the couple that live literally 2ft from our door are awake. There is nowhere in this house that I can be alone for more than just a couple of minutes, my only chance would be to send him and the one month old somewhere (somehow) and then find some way to hang myself in our room. I figured I'd ask for more ideas, because that one that I have is very far fetched as it is, he would not want to leave me here as he is incapable of efficiently caring for the 1 month old.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

..........as he is incapable of efficiently caring for the 1 month old.

Yet, if you ctb, HE WILL BE THE ONE CARING FOR YOUR 1 MONTH OLD.

 

[acey]

Say that hypothetically you are under essentially 24 hour surveillence. The most private time you get is maybe one or two trips to the bathroom, and even then you're checked on if you're "taking too long." You cannot even drive yourself to the store alone.
What options would you consider for suicide?

Partial in the bathroom while blocking the door.

 

[dolemitedrums]

Probably isn't a way to do anything under those circumstances other than give yourself some brain damage.

 

[hematomatema]

Yeah best thing I can honestly think of is just slamming your head at a wall at full force until you get enough brain damage to forget why you were even suicidal in the first place lol

 

[DarkWillow22]

Yet, if you ctb, HE WILL BE THE ONE CARING FOR YOUR 1 MONTH OLD.

No, he would push the responsibility onto my parents, who adore the little guy.

 

[Disappointered]

If you're sure the child will be happy and well adjusted if you leave it with the grandparent then set up a partial hang in the bathroom?

But I think being separated from a mother is usually viewed as having a negative impact on the infant's mental wellbeing so it might not be the way to go.

 

[DarkWillow22]

If you're sure the child will be happy and well adjusted if you leave it with the grandparent then set up a partial hang in the bathroom?

But I think being separated from a mother is usually viewed as having a negative impact on the infant's mental wellbeing so it might not be the way to go.

I'm positive that he would be fine, my family adores him since my mom had all girls, he's the first boy, and still a baby. As for partial hanging though, not sure what I could attach that to, nothing in there seems too stable, and after pregnancy I'm heavier than I'd like to be.

 

[zombiegirl]

stick it through, pretend to get better, then when they aint lookin BAM dead, i pull a Daisy Randone