uselessflesh

uselessflesh

夜は自己嫌悪で忙しい
Oct 31, 2024
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im lacking materials, probably cant any time soon im trying not to make any more impulsive decisions while im spiraling rn but imm really angered and shaking lol. regardless would a long belt tied around a thin metal bar overhead in a closet work for partial hanging? i've been preparing myself by strangling, does that even do anything or just slip you into unconsciousness for a bit? anything i can practice to overcome si involving restricting bloodflow and the like? its all i can think of without chemicals since ibuprofen and cutting wont work, i want it quick and over with.

and there is no use discussing my issues here so i won't. no one could possibly understand the level on which it means to me its just niche cringe chronically online behavior i dont know how to outgrow