JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Dying. Alone. In solitude.
 
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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
listening to my favourite music and either thinking about, or even playing my favourite videogame one last time. that's what i planned.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
I bought my favorite cigar and stored it in my humidor to season it until the time is right. I'm going to go to my spot, light it up and then when it's finished, CTB.
 
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Big Umbrella

Big Umbrella

i was trying to live , now I'm trying to die
Sep 9, 2019
16
listening to music
 
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iamfineha

iamfineha

Member
Sep 9, 2019
29
Playing highway to hell as the background music i think…
 
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drake4871

drake4871

The restless
Sep 10, 2019
171
I'll likely spend my last moments the same way I spent my first; confused, curious and sleepy
 
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Saga

Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
175
a last xmas meal with my family...
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Smoking and ranting in my head, what else? I'm not going out of this life with a gentle smile. There is nothing to smile about in my situation.
 
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vonvonwantpeace

vonvonwantpeace

Specialist
Jul 26, 2019
331
order the biggest pizza and enjoy the rest of the day with my dog.
 
GemCami

GemCami

Incomplete
Sep 10, 2019
66
I want to eat a bunch of chocolate, and maybe a steak, just make a little feast of my favorite foods. Smoke a lot of weed. Turn on some quiet music, curl up with my soft blanket and maybe my teddy bear i got from my ex, pull the exit bag down, and fall into a nice, long sleep.
 
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hunthunt

Member
Aug 26, 2019
85
in the longest binge of cocaine and vodka ever.
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,194
i will probably just sit on my bed rocking back and forth and crying. Then binge drinking to gain some courage before I finally off myself
 
134340

134340

Student
Aug 23, 2019
163
I'm caught between spending my last few hours alone or spending them making sure the people I love know that I love them too. I don't know what would be better for them. There will definitely be a lot of tears. Maybe I'll listen to music, depending on how I decide to go.
 
okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
i have no one in my life who cares , i'll probably eat Mcdonald for the last time , i don't drink , i don't have sex drive anymore.
i used to listen to music , but nothing can makes me feel any better.
 
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Jumper

Jumper

Student
Jun 18, 2019
149
I just want to be certain that I will die. I don't care how my hours are spent as long as I know they are definitely my last.
 
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Mr.Nobody

Mr.Nobody

Student
Jan 30, 2020
108
Alone while trying not to vomit.
 
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passepar2t

Member
Oct 23, 2019
18
Probably freaking the fuck out.
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
probably trying to take it easy.

drink a bit, take a couple benzo's (hopefully without overdoing it). Make sure all my prescheduled emails are going to be sent at the right time. Include prescheduled email to law-enforcement, so someone can come get my body before i start to decompose and get all stinky.

just practice taking deep breaths in and out. Throw out anything i don't want my parents to find. Double check my setup 100x over. Once everything is ready, i don't want to wait long to go.
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Contemplating life and listening to music to relax myself. I dont think I would do anything crazy.
 
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Intelligent Ape

Intelligent Ape

Evolutionary dead end
Jun 23, 2019
42
Thinking about my life and death, smoking. Maybe also listen music and walk, but I'm not sure. I want to be concentrated on my decision.
 
maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
161
With my cats eating chips and watching YouTube probably
 
Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
Watching YouTube and listening to music.
 
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Ange_Fatigue

Member
Jan 20, 2020
67
Maybe have a little walk near the sea. Listening music. Slamming morphine. Freak out about afterlife and about my family.
 
TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
Probably crying or having a panic attack. That's all I seem to be doing these days.
 
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saintives

saintives

Member
Dec 23, 2019
38
I rly wanna voice chat with someone on discord during SN. I was alone in life but dont wanna in death. So hoping for that maybe
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Might be watching a film. But won't finish it, because it will be already around 11 p.m.
 

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