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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I am invited to a friends party. I am glad I stayed healthy. I was scared to get ill and miss 3 parties in a row due to illness.
I fucking hate christmas. But New Year is usually good. I will sleep at the apartment of my dad. The party starts 1 p.m.
I think it is over with the woman I text. Many signs show she will stay with her boyfriend. On texting we never really matched. I think the chemistry of our texting behavior is horrendous. This could ruin my mood. But it is not all of a sudden. It got worse and worse over time.
I am still scared that I ruined it. But it deteriorated and deteriorated. In real life our meetings were good. But online it does not fit. It is unlucky she is now on holidays.
Tbh I don't know whether it would have been good if we came together. She seemingly cheats with her current bf by dating me. And she cheated on her prior bf in the exact same pattern. And it seems like this pattern would have continued.
I fucking hate christmas. But New Year is usually good. I will sleep at the apartment of my dad. The party starts 1 p.m.
I think it is over with the woman I text. Many signs show she will stay with her boyfriend. On texting we never really matched. I think the chemistry of our texting behavior is horrendous. This could ruin my mood. But it is not all of a sudden. It got worse and worse over time.
I am still scared that I ruined it. But it deteriorated and deteriorated. In real life our meetings were good. But online it does not fit. It is unlucky she is now on holidays.
Tbh I don't know whether it would have been good if we came together. She seemingly cheats with her current bf by dating me. And she cheated on her prior bf in the exact same pattern. And it seems like this pattern would have continued.