How will you beat the final boss SI?

[Mr. Squiggles]

Bullets are faster than SI.

it's not that easy

 

[axxxu]

Oddly enough I haven't had this experience with any of my previous attempts. In some moments I felt scared but was able to shove it down by reminding myself everything is going to be okay soon and I'll have to tough it out. So I guess I'll just do the same thing. I don't have anything to live for anymore and if I had a way to ctb right now even with a considerable amount of pain I would. I feel nothing.

 

[Archness]

Shotgun.

Bullets are faster than SI.

it's not that easy

The thing about firearms is that... comparing it to video-game enemies, it's like a metal slime.

Knowing there's no going back when you pull the trigger can make it harder to do, but at the same time SI can't peak to make you back out afterwards. If I'm unsure if I want to ctb enough that I can't turn off the lightswitch, then I'd know it's not the time.

It goes without saying that si peaks after the first step of ctb. Jumping off, cutting wrists, ingesting poison, standing afront a train, etc. Firearms skip over that problem entirely.

 

[warriorofeld]

He's too strong.

Desperation

 

[unplug]

Just do the same thing everyday for a while and you grow weary.

 

[Mr. Squiggles]

Shotgun.




The thing about firearms is that... comparing it to video-game enemies, it's like a metal slime.

Knowing there's no going back when you pull the trigger can make it harder to do, but at the same time SI can't peak to make you back out afterwards. If I'm unsure if I want to ctb enough that I can't turn off the lightswitch, then I'd know it's not the time.

It goes without saying that si peaks after the first step of ctb. Jumping off, cutting wrists, ingesting poison, standing afront a train, etc. Firearms skip over that problem entirely.

yeah, no. maybe it just works differently for me. or maybe once you pull that trigger you see what i've seen.
i realize i don't have the energy for that whole discussion, over and over again.
wishing y'all a good day

 

[nosoul]

Benzos + reminding myself that my problems are permanent and unfixable. I plan to go in less than two weeks and I feel mostly calm now, I think my bus is finally coming. I doubt my calmness will last as it comes time to down my salt, but all I can do is hope my resolve holds strong.

Benzos calm me at night before bed but you are spot on about reminding myself my problems are unfixable. I hope the AE works and it feels like passing out which due to insomnia has been impossible

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

I'll probably try DMT or have another DXM trip if I'm too lazy with looking for DMT. Only problem with DXM is I have to wait like 2 hours for it to kick in.

I might smoke some weed instead though also I'll be sedated as much as I can possibly be. Hoping to be unconscious in minutes. Can't have SI if I'm in dreamland.

 

[H.O.Xan]

Methods that are instant or that you can't come back from like drowning, jumping or a quick fatal stab. SN seems so popular here and understandably however it takes more than 10 mins to knock you out which can make you SI freak out.

i like ur POV

 

[outrider567]

SI is limited with Nitrogen--Turn on the gas, set the flowmeter to 15 LPM, take a few breaths, put on the EEBD hood, and you're gone, not much prep needed