How will they find your body?

[Jade10666]

In a hotel room hanging by a rope in a room I had already scoped out ( I have) that has enough odities in it so you can attach a rope

A webcam would have captured everything.

My REAL preference would be to be found in the forest at the base of a tree.

Not all things are possible

 

[Big_Eal]

In my room , i dont go out a lot , i feel bad for my parents tho

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The police are going to have to find my body. There's no other way. I don't have anyone. I'll send a snail mail letter, or scheduled email, to them before I ctb, giving them all the particulars. I suppose if enough time goes by, neighbor might notice the smell.

 

[Arrival03]

Hanging in a closet.

 

[softtodie]

I wanted it to be in my room in bed but I also don't want my family to be the ones to find me so I think I am going to get a hotel room and leave a note or something telling the staff to not go in.

 

[aiyuxhan]

My fantasy is finding a place with the views of the mountains, and watch the sunset while I take SN

 

[WhiteRabbit]

In a hotel room. I'll probably do it in the bathroom so I can leave a note to call the police on the door.

 

[JesiBel]

At home with the doors locked and a warning note. Hanged with my beautiful purple rope.. like a lifeless puppet.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

I wish there was a way to disappear completely. So that nobody ever know. Just poof, gone.

On the other hand, I also wish I could go in the most messy and disturbing way possible, like blowing my brains out. Just to punish this retarded world for not letting me have my peaceful pill, and for all the other shit I've had to suffer through. I also wish I could record it on camera and send it to my parents, a wordless goodbye to pay for all the shit they put me through and continue to put me through.

But the reality is that none of that will ever happen. In reality if I am ever not a coward, I will drink my SN or N if I can find any of that, and then then hotel staff will find me eventually. I really want to die in nature, with a beautiful view but it's too risky to try these things in public spaces.

 

[Apokryphiel]

I'd prefer if no one did. I guess I at least have enough self respect to not want anyone to see my corpse, not like anyone wanted to see me in life either so it doesn't really matter.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

hopefully no one will

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Rotten, hanging on a tree.

 

[musingsofaghost]

Ideally, in my room. I fear that SI might kick in if I'm in an unfamiliar environment. However that might not be possible for me, since I don't live alone. I'll likely CTB in a hotel that I've been frequenting since I was young.

 

[dead-orchids]

In my room , i dont go out a lot , i feel bad for my parents tho

Same here. I wish I could figure out a way to ctb without my mom having to be the one to find me. She found me with all my failed attempts, I don't want to make her see that again.

 

[FuneralCry]

It would never be able to matter to me as after all if I'm gone then this futile, torturous existence is finally no longer my concern and all is forgotten about which is all I hope for and death is all that's inevitable anyway, everyone has to die somewhere someday. I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is all I personally see as positive but I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence at all.

 

[Dongle]

My fantasy is finding a place with the views of the mountains, and watch the sunset while I take SN

Going out like Arthur Morgan

 

[Linda]

If things go according to plan, they won't. More likely that the wild animals will find it first, and they will be welcome to it, as it will be no more use to me.

 

[username12345]

In a hotel room hanging by a rope in a room I had already scoped out ( I have) that has enough odities in it so you can attach a rope

A webcam would have captured everything.

My REAL preference would be to be found in the forest at the base of a tree.

Not all things are possible

Just in my room. I don't think it's a good idea to die outside if you can help it cause then you don't know what would happen to your body.

 

[aiyuxhan]

Going out like Arthur Morgan

Ay yo! I don't play Red Dead, but yes! Similar to him. Haha

I know so many good spots. I just can't physically get to them anymore because I'm disabled and can't drive

 

[belowaveragefish]

Most likely, in my bedroom, surrounded by childhood memorabilia. Mostly stuffed animals (I have many).
Make myself as comfortable as possible. Maybe put on some calming nostalgic music.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

Probably just blue

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

i don't know. i recently heard about a dead body on a new york train getting grape'd by some psycho,
so after that, i'm even more scared to die publicly

https://www.nytimes.com/2025/04/10/nyregion/nyc-subway-corpse-sex.html

 

[whiskers]

i don't know. i recently heard about a dead body on a new york train getting grape'd by some psycho,
so after that, i'm even more scared to die publicly

https://www.nytimes.com/2025/04/10/nyregion/nyc-subway-corpse-sex.html

normal day in new york

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

normal day in new york

lol im afraid so

 

[bananaolympus]

I hope in my bedroom or bathroom hopefully nothing messy

 

[_soulless_]

On my bed all blue

 

[SadCryingBunny]

My body will never be found because they would autopsy it by cutting me open and completely mutilating my corpse. That horrifies me despite being dead. So I will die by breathing nitrogen underwater as I am a scuba diver. I have 2 tanks, one is a 3L that has air and the other is a 7L containing nitrogen. After relaxing in the position, I will disconnect the hose supplying air and switch to the 99.9% nitrogen one. I will use a full face mask (Ocean Reef Neptune III). I would be clipped to a chain attached to a rock that I have drilled a hole in using an underwater drill in an enclosed small cave all prepared weeks prior at a classified location. I wear a double lined chainmail Kevlar shark full body suit, so my body will be preserved and not consumed. I plan on being several km off shore and getting there using a jet ski and disposing of it by letting it take off after getting off. I will use a new burner marketplace used phone that has never been to my home location or near my personal phone or accessed any social media or personal details with it that has a new number not linked to my identity as not to be tracked. I have thought of everything and even GPS equipment incase I abort and need to contact water police. It's a very technical complex death but when done right you avoid ever being found. Alternative would be to bury myself 50cm underground far away in a third world country in a remote area with the same steps, breathing nitrogen through a full face mask with dirt covering my face with the tank buried next to me as well. Mental health services have refused to give me assisted suicide despite my circumstances and said even if I was given it, the corner could still request for an autopsy despite it being clear there was no foul play.

 

[femcelloser]

Gunshot to the brain in my room. I'll leave a note on the door to not come in. Call the police. Explain there's a dead body in there lol. I'd hope the cops remove me without them seeing

 

[Roadrunner]

I'll be in the middle of a large forest well off the beaten trail used by hikers

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Somewhere in the woods... Preferably a mostly decomposed body or all bones....

Never would be better.

I'll be in the middle of a large forest well off the beaten trail used by hikers

That's my plan!