Help How to train ctb uk anyone???

[Gothsinner]

Hey all, I really never thought I would have come to this pathetic selfish method. But I literally have no other choice, I have been feeling terrible for the driver but I have no other choice, so my question is with this type of train what would the best method be? Jumping I might hit that central rectangle and lying on tracks it looks like the train isn't high enough, what would be best? Standing in front of it maybe? Please help

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Look at this link train decapitation is a very reliable method I haven´t seen anyone survive one yet but jumping in front of a train is a hit and miss and a potential to suffer a lot if it should fail and if you care about other people then jumping in front of a train and how your body explode on the windshield might be considered a dick move by some where as train decapitation is way more clean.

 

[hadenoughthanks]

please don't use this method. there's at least SN that's easily available over the internet. there are ways to get the other meds you need to use.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

No just fucking NO!< I understand at times like this our thoughts of others is out of the window, this I respect, but putting a train driver in that position is so wrong. I recently discovered one of my husbands friends is a train driver, he has dealt with this twice, twice he has never got over it, forever blaming himself,
Whilst I know you may sit there and say well I don't care I won't be here to deal with the aftermath, I am sorry but no!

SN if you must, or a fucking high building, but please NEVER allow someone else to be part of the cause to end your existence on this world

 

[Gothsinner]

No high buildings near me for literal miles and I can't get drugs because of shit UK laws

No just fucking NO!< I understand at times like this our thoughts of others is out of the window, this I respect, but putting a train driver in that position is so wrong. I recently discovered one of my husbands friends is a train driver, he has dealt with this twice, twice he has never got over it, forever blaming himself,
Whilst I know you may sit there and say well I don't care I won't be here to deal with the aftermath, I am sorry but no!

SN if you must, or a fucking high building, but please NEVER allow someone else to be part of the cause to end your existence on this world

 

[Aonewayticketplease]

Before you do it try standing on the platform and looking at the driver as the train pulls into the station. He is an ordinary guy who is trying to make a living.

As others have said there are better methods.

 

[Gothsinner]

No high buildings near me for literal miles and I can't get drugs because of shit UK laws

No just fucking NO!< I understand at times like this our thoughts of others is out of the window, this I respect, but putting a train driver in that position is so wrong. I recently discovered one of my husbands friends is a train driver, he has dealt with this twice, twice he has never got over it, forever blaming himself,
Whilst I know you may sit there and say well I don't care I won't be here to deal with the aftermath, I am sorry but no!

SN if you must, or a fucking high building, but please NEVER allow someone else to be part of the cause to end your existence on this world

No high buildings near me for literal miles and I can't get drugs because of shit UK laws

No just fucking NO!< I understand at times like this our thoughts of others is out of the window, this I respect, but putting a train driver in that position is so wrong. I recently discovered one of my husbands friends is a train driver, he has dealt with this twice, twice he has never got over it, forever blaming himself,
Whilst I know you may sit there and say well I don't care I won't be here to deal with the aftermath, I am sorry but no!

SN if you must, or a fucking high building, but please NEVER allow someone else to be part of the cause to end your existence on this world

please don't use this method. there's at least SN that's easily available over the internet. there are ways to get the other meds you need to use.

Not for shipping to shitty uk

Before you do it try standing on the platform and looking at the driver as the train pulls into the station. He is an ordinary guy who is trying to make a living.

As others have said there are better methods.

Not for me, I have literally no other choice.

 

[SoupSnakes]

Many many other methods available. Do not use this method.

You also say you can't get things shipped to the UK and that's a load of bollocks. I'm in the UK and managed to get SN perfectly fine. Many others on here have been in the UK and managed to get it/ and other drugs also.

There is also hanging. Or go the 'literal miles' to a high building.

 

[Gothsinner]

Many many other methods available. Do not use this method.

Not for me, no high buildings, no places to hang my noose, can't buy drugs as UK shipping laws, slitting wrists doesn't work, and yeah so I literally have no other option

 

[SoupSnakes]

Not for me, no high buildings, no places to hang my noose, can't buy drugs as UK shipping laws, slitting wrists doesn't work, and yeah so I literally have no other option

So you're telling me there's not a single tree near you? You don't have a door in your house? You are unable to travel to a high building?

SN is easy to get, many other people including myself in the UK have managed perfectly fine.

 

[MissNietzsche]

I'm not recommending you do this because of trauma for the driver, but if you must, I second that decapitation is the way to go. Decapitation is so quick, you'll hardly feel pain, if any. In all fairness, iirc, train suicide has a very high success rate.

 

[Gothsinner]

So you're telling me there's not a single tree near you? You don't have a door in your house? You are unable to travel to a high building?

SN is easy to get, many other people including myself in the UK have managed perfectly fine.

I live where there is trees that have super thick and really high branches and ok then where did you get it? And how to take it

I'm not recommending you do this because of trauma for the driver, but if you must, I second that decapitation is the way to go. In all fairness, iirc, train suicide has a very high success rate.

Decapitation even with that train model? And where I'm looking they have the electric rail pretty much touching the other rail so I can't get my head down that far

 

[Asta]

Just call me the broken record, but again, if a little elderly lady in a hospital bed can be successful, how hard can it be? Method begins on Page 209:

Five Last Acts (800+ pages - 2015): https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf

...and nothing to buy, plus no other innocent person will be traumatized for life!

 

[Gothsinner]

Just call me the broken record, but again, if a little elderly lady in a hospital bed can be successful, how hard can it be? Method begins on Page 209:

Five Last Acts (800+ pages - 2015): https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf

...and nothing to buy, plus no other innocent person will be traumatized for life!

Nothing comes up except spam and sex adverts

 

[bukowski]

Nothing comes up except spam and sex adverts

You can find the link in the Resources section of this forum

 

[Gothsinner]

Just call me the broken record, but again, if a little elderly lady in a hospital bed can be successful, how hard can it be? Method begins on Page 209:

Five Last Acts (800+ pages - 2015): https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf

...and nothing to buy, plus no other innocent person will be traumatized for life!

Just tried tying the reef knot it suggested and I'm shit with knots I can't do it. If no one is going to give me a straight answer about my questions of that train I guess I'll have to figure it out myself. Thanks everyone so handy..

 

[SoupSnakes]

I live where there is trees that have super thick and really high branches and ok then where did you get it? And how to take it

Decapitation even with that train model? And where I'm looking they have the electric rail pretty much touching the other rail so I can't get my head down that far

We cannot provide links to sites where we purchase but if you do a very quick search on eBay, you'll find it immediately from the seller.

 

[Gothsinner]

We cannot provide links to sites where we purchase but if you do a very quick search on eBay, you'll find it immediately from the seller.

Is this it?

 

[hadenoughthanks]

No high buildings near me for literal miles and I can't get drugs because of shit UK laws

what drugs can't you get? i'm in the uk and can help

 

[Gothsinner]

what drugs can't you get? i'm in the uk and can help

Can you pm me please

 

[Manja]

I'm stunned that people think more about train drivers then they're own parents or others that love them...like they won't blame themselves for the rest of their lives
If I was a train driver I would never blame myself if some asshole decides to jump in front of me

 

[Sweet emotion]

I have train tracks right across the street from my house. It's a very fast commuter train and I could just lie down on the tracks at night if I wanted to and I doubt they'd even see me. Can you do it at night?

No just fucking NO!< I understand at times like this our thoughts of others is out of the window, this I respect, but putting a train driver in that position is so wrong. I recently discovered one of my husbands friends is a train driver, he has dealt with this twice, twice he has never got over it, forever blaming himself,
Whilst I know you may sit there and say well I don't care I won't be here to deal with the aftermath, I am sorry but no!

SN if you must, or a fucking high building, but please NEVER allow someone else to be part of the cause to end your existence on this world

I don't understand why a train conductor would blame themselves over someone's suicide. It's not their fault someone wanted to do this and it's not like they derailed the train to purposely hit someone. If this is the only way this person feels comfortable dying then who are we to tell them NO! Just NO!

 

[Stan]

Serious lack of empathy and I can't be bothered to post the links to news reports of a train driver who was so traumatised by someone doing this that they took their own life.

 

[Sweet emotion]

No high buildings near me for literal miles and I can't get drugs because of shit UK laws

No high buildings near me for literal miles and I can't get drugs because of shit UK laws


Not for shipping to shitty uk

Not for me, I have literally no other choice.

Don't listen to others who are judging you. If this is the best and most comfortable way you feel about taking your life then you do what you want.

I'm stunned that people think more about train drivers then they're own parents or others that love them...like they won't blame themselves for the rest of their lives
If I was a train driver I would never blame myself if some asshole decides to jump in front of me

I agree. I don't understand why a train conductor would blame themselves either. It's not as if they're driving a car and aiming for the person.

 

[Manja]

Yeah I don't get it...if a person wanted to die why the self blame? You just "helped" them to catch the train instead of bus...
It's different when you find someone you know and love dead by suicide...that's a lack of empathy by them from where I'm standing

 

[Sweet emotion]

Yeah I don't get it...if a person wanted to die why the self blame? You just "helped" them to catch the train instead of bus...
It's different when you find someone you know and love dead by suicide...that's a lack of empathy by them from where I'm standing

Same here. They say don't involve anyone else in your suicide. Well the person who is selling you the drive to kill yourself is involved then. And the person who you bought the rope or belt from is involved. I mean come on

 

[Gothsinner]

Don't listen to others who are judging you. If this is the best and most comfortable way you feel about taking your life then you do what you want.

I agree. I don't understand why a train conductor would blame themselves either. It's not as if they're driving a car and aiming for the person.

Thank you for your kind words :) one thing though doyou know the best way to get hit judging from that train type?

 

[Stan]

I really don't get your logic. I would also stay away from any members that say they have PTSD because you have zero sympathy for the condition. How you can relate the experience of a loved one finding you dead to a train driver seeing you splatter over their window in a form of transport they are in total control of and responsible for does not equate. If I extend your logic, then you are saying it would be ok to jump in front of a train driven by a family member or close friend because it is you that are taking your own life. Nothing for them to worry about apart from the loss of someone they cared for. Think about that scenario for a few seconds.

This is why at times suicidal people get called 'selfish'. When we involve innocent bystanders.

The advice given above is that you take your own life with things that already probably exist in your bedroom. Bathrobe belt, belt or anything you can make a noose with. Getting SN in UK is easy and costs a few pounds.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Thank you for your kind words :) one thing though doyou know the best way to get hit judging from that train type?

Yoire very welcome and No I'm sorry I don't. Yours is a commuter train as well? They go pretty damn fast don't they?

 

[Gothsinner]

Yoire very welcome and No I'm sorry I don't. Yours is a commuter train as well? They go pretty damn fast don't they?

Yes they do I'm thinking of going to a quiet station that most trains skip so it doesn't slow down