Help How to stop fearing death

[Arlowantsushi]

Its so stupid, cuz I don't want to be alive at all.

I hate myself. I hate everything about me and my brain. I DONT want to be alive and i haven't for as long as i can remember.

But WHY am i so scared of death. First, i am afraid of the painful methods which are the most accessible path for me. Second, i am afraid of the afterlife. Id be happy with a dark quiet, or a reincarnation where i don't remember my past or anything. but the thought of existence after death where i remember my life sounds terrible.

How does one get over these fears? I just wanna ctb in peace.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I'm looking for the same thing, man. Just give me the courage to partial hang without the fear that God will punish me. The thought that I'll keep my soul, that the worm of conscience will never die, is terrifying beyond words.