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How to separate out the fear and other feelings that arise while contemplating and just before ctb?

Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Is there a way? The only thing I can think of is imagining having just pulled it off and no longer being here to feel anything. For instance, what would I care about my desire for connection when I've just died? How can other people matter when I don't exist anymore as a person?
 
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