Help How to override SI

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I think today might be the day. I'm tired of waking up and feeling like this. I thought I could wait another month to get my SN, but as of right now I'm ready to go. I'm done.

Tonight I'm planning to jump from a bridge, it's not a high enough bridge to kill me from impact, I'm aware that I will drown in the river below. This bridge is a popular suicide spot and it's also pretty busy with both pedestrians and cars. I'm going to go later at night to minimise anyone being able to stop me but either way I need to be able to jump without hesitation. I can't afford to not be able to get past SI. Does anyone have any tips?

 

[AQUA]

weighing the pros and cons, you'll find your plan is super patchy/sketchy.
Please rethink this before its too late.

 

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weighing the pros and cons, you'll find your plan is super patchy/sketchy.
Please rethink this before its too late.

I still have many hours to reconsider. I just don't think I'm going to be able to wait anymore for the SN to arrive. That is if it even arrives since I'm in the UK and it has to get through customs. I'm struggling to sleep properly and even when I do get a couple hours, I still wake up tired and fed up.

If I do carry this out tonight, it has to be quick. I can't afford to stand around while SI is doing it's thing I need to be able to just jump. Last time I tried to jump from here, within 2 minutes I had people holding onto me and ended up with the police arriving. I don't want to go through that experience again.

 

[Cya89]

Alcohol

 

[Whole-Ad]

Alcohol

I don't drink much normally and I fear that if I was to get drunk then I would fall accidentally. There's not a lot of space and the railings are difficult to grip when climbing over. I want it to be purely on my terms if that makes sense.

 

[Pen>Sword]

Alcohol, most definitely. NoLifeNoPain CTB by partial hanging. He did so with alcohol to overcome survival instinct because it numbs your senses.

Here's the link:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-death-as-evidence-hanging.2978/

But please, think before you act. It's never too late to change your mind. I'm sending you virtual hugs!

 

[AQUA]

Last time I tried to jump from here, within 2 minutes I had people holding onto me and ended up with the police arriving. I don't want to go through that experience again.

if you don't mind me asking, what happend to make people hold onto you?

 

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if you don't mind me asking, what happend to make people hold onto you?

People walk over that bridge a lot and as soon as I climbed over the railings to jump a guy grabbed onto me and eventually a group of people were just holding onto me until the police arrived. Then the police ended up pulling me back over and handcuffing me, and putting me in the back of their van.

 

[AQUA]

People walk over that bridge a lot and as soon as I climbed over the railings to jump a guy grabbed onto me and eventually a group of people were just holding onto me until the police arrived. Then the police ended up pulling me back over and handcuffing me, and putting me in the back of their van.

I would've felt a roller coaster of emotions, you must've been exhausted after everything settled
and... wtf, they arrested you?

 

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I would've felt a roller coaster of emotions, you must've been exhausted after everything settled
and... wtf, they arrested you?

They didn't actually arrest me but they did everything they would do if they had arrested me. I was pretty angry by the time they got there because these people think they are helping by stopping me from jumping, but they're not. So I wasn't very cooperative with the police and kept trying to run off because they detained me under section 136 of the Mental Health Act. Don't know if you're from the UK but that means they will take you somewhere to have a mental health assessment done to see whether you need to be kept in a hospital and you have no choice about this.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Can I ask what bridge you are thinking of?

 

[fred farkle]

i am worried you will suffer! what if you survive,and are all messd up,with broken bones? drowning is a terrible thing to endure. i came here,in part,to find a good way to ctb.
i was thinking of helium,but here i discovered SN!
you should think it over,amigo!

 

[StateOfMind]

- Consume toxic amounts of social media, media in general, reality TV-shows, watch an episode of Friends, Big Bang Theory and / or Two and a Half Men
- Drink some or allot of alcohol
- Think about the nice life you were promised but will never attain
- Think about how much worse life will become the older you get
- Read this, this, this and this

 

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i am worried you will suffer! what if you survive,and are all messd up,with broken bones? drowning is a terrible thing to endure. i came here,in part,to find a good way to ctb.
i was thinking of helium,but here i discovered SN!
you should think it over,amigo!

I have SN on the way but I'm very doubtful it's going to make it through customs. I'm really struggling at the moment, I can't sleep or eat, I just want to end it now. The day I posted this thread, I went out and parked my car near the bridge and began writing my suicide note. As I was writing it, my mother kept calling me as she had noticed I had left the house. Eventually I had to answer her calls because I knew she would end up calling the police. She made me promise that I would come home soon. I can't break a promise.

The bridge is only 26m and I know I'm not going to die from impact in the water, but hopefully it's enough to stun me or make me go unconscious so that the drowning process is as fast as possible. The water will also be very cold so I'll also be in shock. I will not survive jumping from that bridge either way. The currents are too strong, no one will go in there to help you.

 

[RegretedFeeling]

Tie a rope to a bucket have the other end attached to your hand , throw said bucket off the bridge and into the flowing water, hope for the best!!