How to overcome SI when jumping

[meddle]

is there really no other way? jumping is terrifying indeed. i personally know that i could never jump

 

[T22222222]

is there really no other way? jumping is terrifying indeed. i personally know that i could never jump

yeah it really is.. im not sure i'll be able to go through with it either but it's the only way available to me i think

 

[mayachcos]

oh nice, hello fellow Singapore resident! yeah i understand that.. i mean the location i found in itself is a bit public but the place where i suppose id land if i fall is relatively isolated if that makes sense. can share the location on pm (someone recommended me to not say the location on public threads)

Sure, im not sure if I can pm yet as I'm new? I'm still a long ways to go from truly being free and CTB (I'm still considering other methods) but jumping is definitely up there for how easy and guaranteed it seems

 

[hearthewind]

I got to say SI is a b**ch, I attempted two times before, once I had a cup of SN in front of me, and I have taken domeperidone and followed my regime. But when it came to take SN I just could not do it. I am not afraid or anything, it is just pure SI, I don't want to take the drug. I actually did try jumping some time after, also I cannot make myself make the jump.

Another time I tried hanging, I actually find that kicking the chair underneath you is easier than drinking SN or jumping. However that time my wife happened to come home from work early and discovered me.