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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

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Sep 14, 2023
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I plan on drinking. I did not drink at all for 10 plus years. I've been drinking a lot lately and I feel like it will definitely help with SI. I've also been watching and listening to some wild stuff about existence this seems to calm my nerves a little. I've also read a lot of stories about people who have jumped. I think if they can do it so can I. I've chosen jumping for the fact of not being able to turn back once I go. Too many stories of people's SI kicking in after the fact and then living with regret. I am confident my jump will result in death, so that is not an issue. I just don't want to chicken out once my time comes. I feel like I will be able to do it. I'm just looking for any extra "edge" I can get. Thanks in advance for advice.
 
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laylaN

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Apr 4, 2023
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If I knew how to give myself that "push", I wouldn't be here lol. Sorry I can't be more helpful, but I hope you find what you're looking for. Wishing you peace 🙏
 
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Nice pun. LSD or some other type of hard psychadelic drug might to the trick. Maybe even bath salts if you can find it. I can only imagine this guy was on something when he jumped:


And bath salts makes you seem to lose every ounce of inhibition:


These suggestions are probably far-fetched reaches, but I know that you're desperately seeking something that can take you over the edge and have exhausted many other resources.
 
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pretend your in a dream and convince yourself that you can fly. also just do it spontaneously, don't sit there lingering at the spot. go up, look at the view for a few seconds most, and jump. best time is when your thinking of something else and your distracted then just go for it. admire a random bird or tree then jump. good luck <3
 
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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

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Nice pun. LSD or some other type of hard psychadelic drug might to the trick. Maybe even bath salts if you can find it. I can only imagine this guy was on something when he jumped:


And bath salts makes you seem to lose every ounce of inhibition:


These suggestions are probably far-fetched reaches, but I know that you're desperately seeking something that can take you over the edge and have exhausted many other resources.
I appreciate any and all suggestions. I am so ready. I just want to be sure when I get there. Thanks.
Sad to see you go if/when you do. ☹️

On a less serious note be sure to either carry a small umbrella or shout out your username before you do it.
Lol, yes.
pretend your in a dream and convince yourself that you can fly. also just do it spontaneously, don't sit there lingering at the spot. go up, look at the view for a few seconds most, and jump. best time is when your thinking of something else and your distracted then just go for it. admire a random bird or tree then jump. good luck <3
Thanks, I do think about the convincing myself it's a dream. All of these are helpful. Thanks for your input.
pretend your in a dream and convince yourself that you can fly. also just do it spontaneously, don't sit there lingering at the spot. go up, look at the view for a few seconds most, and jump. best time is when your thinking of something else and your distracted then just go for it. admire a random bird or tree then jump. good luck <3
Thanks, I do think about the convincing myself it's a dream. All of these are helpful. Thanks for your input.
pretend your in a dream and convince yourself that you can fly. also just do it spontaneously, don't sit there lingering at the spot. go up, look at the view for a few seconds most, and jump. best time is when your thinking of something else and your distracted then just go for it. admire a random bird or tree then jump. good luck <3
Thanks, I do think about the convincing myself it's a dream. All of these are helpful. Thanks for your input.
pretend your in a dream and convince yourself that you can fly. also just do it spontaneously, don't sit there lingering at the spot. go up, look at the view for a few seconds most, and jump. best time is when your thinking of something else and your distracted then just go for it. admire a random bird or tree then jump. good luck <3
Thanks, I do think about the convincing myself it's a dream. All of these are helpful. Thanks for your input.
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
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It's not my method but if i was to do it , i would like to put perfume under my nose to have something good to smell before jumping and cover your eyes with something.

It will still be scary but a little less.

And maybe have your favorite music playing while you jump and benzos to calm yourself.
 

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It's not my method but if i was to do it , i would like to put perfume under my nose to have something good to smell before jumping and cover your eyes with something.

It will still be scary but a little less.

And maybe have your favorite music playing while you jump and benzos to calm yourself.
Thanks. Never thought of something good to smell. That is a nice touch. I could get benzos but that would require effort, not much, but more than I care to exert.
 
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Gonnerr

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Thanks. Never thought of something good to smell. That is a nice touch. I could get benzos but that would require effort, not much, but more than I care to
Yes benzos would help for sure. Personally i would do it with blindfold on my eyes, we came from darkness, its better to go back in darkness with a blindfold on your eyes.
 

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