Help How to overcome/overrule fear of heights to jump.

[wondering&wandering]

As the title says, is there a way one can press through their fear of heights in order to jump? Like would being intoxicated/drugged in any way be a good idea, or is that a recipe for disaster?

idk why, but I've always considered jumping my choice for ctb. Maybe it has to do with the fact that I am scared of heights, and that I'd truly know I'm ready to ctb if I could conquer my final fear. But maybe I'm just having an awful day, and I want to "speed up the process" by "unnaturally" overcoming my fear.

Am I even making sense?

 

[Dutch1986]

Mabey try spending some time at a good height until you get used to it. That might take too long for your tastes though. Dunno if alcohol would help, guess it depends on if what type of drunk you are

 

[divinemistress36]

Maybe benzos would help?

 

[wondering&wandering]

Mabey try spending some time at a good height until you get used to it.

I feel like that's never helped in the past, but maybe if I actively think about it like that it could work. Thanks!

Maybe benzos would help?

I don't have any experience with them, but I'll have to look into it. Thanks!

 

[Gonnerr]

I used to be scared of height but i got use to it by going often on rooftop building, everytime the fear is going away little by little.

 

[wondering&wandering]

I used to be scared of height but i got use to it by going often on rooftop building, everytime the fear is going away little by little.

Okay, interesting. Then I might have to try that. Thanks!

If you don't mind me asking, is your ctb choice jumping, too?

 

[Tobiichi]

That's very relatable,
As a pathetic coward, I cringe at the thought of hitting concrete at bone breaking speed,
The suffering, pain I will inevitably feel makes this suicide method appaling for me
I want to Jump, but my mind overrides my will, I freeze

 

[Gonnerr]

Okay, interesting. Then I might have to try that. Thanks!

If you don't mind me asking, is your ctb choice jumping, too?

No SN or CO , jumping is 3rd.