Fellow Indians, I want to ctb, but my sister is 4 months pregnant. I don't think I can hold on till her delivery. I want to ctb before that. I am afraid if she knows that I ctbed it will negatively affect her and the babies. So I am thinking of ctbing in a forest , also I ll dig a grave for myself get inside and cover myself as much as possible.
Second option I am considering is going to sea and ctbing over there at time of high tide so that hopefully my body will be carried far away into the sea.
I will leave a letter behind stating that I am going in forest to do a sadhana to cure myself and I shall return once it is finished.
I am located in Pune, there aren't any dense forests nearby. Please suggest
Also my method of ctb will be probably sn or propanol.
Second option I am considering is going to sea and ctbing over there at time of high tide so that hopefully my body will be carried far away into the sea.
I will leave a letter behind stating that I am going in forest to do a sadhana to cure myself and I shall return once it is finished.
I am located in Pune, there aren't any dense forests nearby. Please suggest
Also my method of ctb will be probably sn or propanol.
