Does anybody else feel like they want to die a really painful death? I've seen a lot of threads about painless ways, but I can't help but desire a slow suffering pain.
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That's not normal. I think you have a much larger problem than most of us on here who are searching for a fast and painless death. Even if one's self hatred is enormous I can't comprehend why someone would prefer an agonizing death rather than a peaceful one. Please speak to a professional about it if you believe it can be treatedSimilar threads
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