how to make sure no one tries to prevent me from ctb?

[desdskele11]

the last time i tried to jump off, ended up by me getting caught by one of the top floor residents and since then my family members won't stop watching my every move. they've taken my door off and replaced it with door curtains, my windows have been locked shut, i'm only allowed to charge my devices in the living room where they installed cctvs, any items i have that seem harmful to me would be thrown away. all these therapies won't change the fact that i want to kill myself and i can't do that with everyone preventing it. if anyone has a way i could try to ctb without them stopping me, please let me know. if i still can't find a way, i'll just endure it when i still can.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such an awful situation, it's literally a prison, and it's extreme cruelty to want to force someone to suffer against their wishes like that. All those who want to die should just be able to exit in peace without struggle, to me it sounds like it would be pretty impossible to ctb in that situation.

 

[desdskele11]

That sounds like such an awful situation, it's literally a prison, and it's extreme cruelty to want to force someone to suffer against their wishes like that. All those who want to die should just be able to exit in peace without struggle, to me it sounds like it would be pretty impossible to ctb in that situation.

yes.. and i wish they would understand that, no matter how many times they say it will get better, it's not going to get any good with them doing this.

 

[that smell]

There are very few methods I could imagine in that situation. Hunger strike? Definitely agonizing but it's been done before. I wouldn't recommend it obviously. My condolences to you. I hope things take a turn for the better.

 

[desdskele11]

There are very few methods I could imagine in that situation. Hunger strike? Definitely agonizing but it's been done before. I wouldn't recommend it obviously. My condolences to you. I hope things take a turn for the better.

hm, i will look into it before doing anything. thank you for the reply :)

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

Here's something you might be able to use, although I don't particularly recommend it. It seems more effective and comfortable than partial hanging so I'd recommend it over that, just make sure nobody will discover you though. I'd want to be off something like dissociatives or other substances.

The "night-night" method mega thread.

Hey everyone, Been talking to a lot of people in the chat and trying to explain this method, and one user wanted me to make a post about it, so here goes everything. We're going after a classic idea of using a blood choke, except, it will be against ourselves. In the privacy of our own...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[desdskele11]

Here's something you might be able to use, although I don't particularly recommend it. It seems more effective and comfortable than partial hanging so I'd recommend it over that, just make sure nobody will discover you though. I'd want to be off something like dissociatives or other substances.

The "night-night" method mega thread.

Hey everyone, Been talking to a lot of people in the chat and trying to explain this method, and one user wanted me to make a post about it, so here goes everything. We're going after a classic idea of using a blood choke, except, it will be against ourselves. In the privacy of our own...

sanctioned-suicide.net

thank you for this, really