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MiSecrets1231

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Dec 5, 2019
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Oh sorry; lol. Why kill yourself though?

I've been in pain since I was eight due to some extended events which have resulted in me hating myself and not being able to function properly. I'm 18 now. I've had enough.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Carry a note on you, saying "This was completely accidental, and not planned in any way".
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
I've been in pain since I was eight due to some extended events which have resulted in me hating myself and not being able to function properly. I'm 18 now. I've had enough.

I am also 18 lol. And what are the events since you were 8 and made you hate yourself?
 
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MiSecrets1231

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Dec 5, 2019
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physically and emotionally abusive parents, bullying, having a learning disability in an asian community, etc etc.
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
physically and emotionally abusive parents, bullying, having a learning disability in an asian community, etc etc.

I also had very emotionally abusive parents, and some physical abuse as well. I also had some bullying happen, and also have a learning disability and other mental issues as well that I despise (I am bad in social interactions, socially awkward, lonely, etc.) I had to cheat on every single math test in grade 11 just to pass the course, as I just could not learn mathematics. But that is okay; NOBODY is perfect.

Why suicide over this? And which Asian community?
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I you use "F" as a method, then it can appear you overdosed unintentionally.

@Farmmaa went hiking in Canada in the cold, and took F.
If you read some of her posts here, she did various things to make it seem like an accident :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ile-now-im-free-free-fallin.29730/post-541905
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ile-now-im-free-free-fallin.29730/post-542385
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ile-now-im-free-free-fallin.29730/post-542820

If you were jumping, then @faust has some ideas to consider here :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...icide-look-like-an-accident.33465/post-618024
In fact some of those ideas might apply to various methods, not just jumping, so worth a read....

Also try using the search and advanced search functions, and experiment with how the search fuctions/options work.
I'm sure you'll be able to find some good material on this topic....
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
I'm a woman, lol. anything else?
If you have a willing assistant, nitrogen gas/exit bag with careful non-traceable purchases and online research trail, and assistant to remove equipment after is best most peaceful way to die purposefully but undetected.
 
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MiSecrets1231

Member
Dec 5, 2019
9
I also had very emotionally abusive parents, and some physical abuse as well. I also had some bullying happen, and also have a learning disability and other mental issues as well that I despise (I am bad in social interactions, socially awkward, lonely, etc.) I had to cheat on every single math test in grade 11 just to pass the course, as I just could not learn mathematics. But that is okay; NOBODY is perfect.

Why suicide over this? And which Asian community?

Korean. and because i'll never escape from it. i can't give details but im trapped
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Korean. and because i'll never escape from it. i can't give details but im trapped

I cannot escape my situation, either, which is TERRIBLE. But I chose to persevere. The government can take my freedom, material possessions, reputation, friends, etc., but I am going to fight them. I chose to live, because if I die, the government wins. If I choose to live and run away, I go against the government, and maybe one day in twenty days, can start a Canadian civil war.
 

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