Discussion How to know wheth. u can go thru with it

[Eucalyptus72]

There have been similar threads. But I feel closer than ever, more desperate and disconsolate. That brings anxiety. No access to benzos. Yes to hydroxyzine. I've seen people write when the will to do it overtakes SI, then one can. I just need AE. Do a few changes to beneficiaries. Not enough capacity to function to update will. I would like to think then, with no commitments for a few days, I could do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that after all, only you know when it's the right time to leave this world, others cannot say as they aren't experiencing your life.

 

[Tartuffe]

I am extremely close. Just need AE and ibuprofen.

 

[outrider567]

There have been similar threads. But I feel closer than ever, more desperate and disconsolate. That brings anxiety. No access to benzos. Yes to hydroxyzine. I've seen people write when the will to do it overtakes SI, then one can. I just need AE. Do a few changes to beneficiaries. Not enough capacity to function to update will. I would like to think then, with no commitments for a few days, I could do it.

Feel similarly, more desperate

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Would it be good to take hydroxyzine say one hr before N?