How to get SN without anyone knowing?

[clementinethoughts]

Hi everyone,
I was wondering how I would get SN without my parents knowing as my bank account is linked to theirs. I'm in the US so am fairly certain I can obtain it, but if they see the purchase it would all go wrong. I have traumatic experiences with psychiatric hospitals I am not going back lol! I attempted via partial hanging at the beginning of the month and while I got up after only a second it left a small bruise so I know I can do that if I have to, but it was super unpleasant. I would prefer SN if I could get my hands on it. Does anyone know how I would get it without their knowledge?
I appreciate having this space to talk freely. I've tried so hard to get better but simply feel my time has come. I would appreciate any help.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Hmm with your bank account being linked to your parents it kinda sounds like you might be vulnerable in some way (if not underage) so I'm not sure anyone should really be telling you how you can circumvent that. I'd try and get a bank account of your own so as not to risk it. I'm genuinely shocked how many users on here have parents who open their post and see their bank accounts...