Discussion How to find peace in the last days?

[AliceinNeverland]

I've decided to ctb by the end of this week. My SN is otw along with other supplies. Any advice for putting myself in a peaceful state during these last days? I feel immensely isolated from everyone and everything (I live in the middle of nowhere with my mother so the isolation isn't my choice). I'm tired of lamenting what could have/ should have been inside my head. I've decided to put an end to it all after four years of going back and forth on ctb. I think I'll clean my room today. What else should I do to feel at ease?

 

[lovechaos]

Hugging your mother mighty bring some peace

 

[themisfell]

just ride out how you feel. I know some may disagree with me on this, but I purchased SN back in June and it's still hidden away as I just haven't found the right moment or felt truly at ease with my decision. I'm sure you would much rather be at somewhat ease in your last moments than be panicking over what you had done, so just wait until it feels right. Also, try to avoid taking any other substance with it, as it can affect absorption of the SN (i.e alcohol).

 

[AliceinNeverland]

Hugging your mother mighty bring some peace

Funny thing we just hugged after a fight last night so that helps

 

[Deleted member 65988]

if it were my last week, I'd try my best enjoy things that kept me going like reading books but also giving yourself time to reflect on this

 

[Forever Sleep]

Does music help or films? I usually put something on in the background to try and reflect or change my moods. I think I'd be treating myself to the things that have meant most in my life before I went. Favourite things. Making the most of having a body with senses.