How to deal with the waiting time until CTB ?

[GuppyBoyo]

My method requires me to wait a very long amount of time, i find that wait unpleasant.

have the other members figured out ways to deal with it more effectively ?

 

[JesiBel]

It might be a good idea to make the environment more comfortable by playing some music you like in the background, or a podcast on a topic that interests you, or your favourite movie..

Personally, I would prefer to be accompanied by some sound and not to be in complete silence.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

Do you mean the wait for your CTB date, or the time between starting the method and death?

I'm struggling with the former at the moment. Just a lot of sleeping and screen time as distraction.

For the latter, like the above commenter, I plan on having music on, maybe with the TV on softly just to add extra voices. I'll also have important photos around me for comfort.

 

[GuppyBoyo]

Do you mean the wait for your CTB date, or the time between starting the method and death?

I'm struggling with the former at the moment. Just a lot of sleeping and screen time as distraction.

For the latter, like the above commenter, I plan on having music on, maybe with the TV on softly just to add extra voices. I'll also have important photos around me for comfort.

yeah i meant waiting for the date, i'm waiting for the military service so i can get a gun

It might be a good idea to make the environment more comfortable by playing some music you like in the background, or a podcast on a topic that interests you, or your favourite movie..

Personally, I would prefer to be accompanied by some sound and not to be in complete silence.

oh sorry my bad for not clarifying, i meant the wait until the date of ctb, not the wait during the method
but those are good ideas if i ever needed them

 

[ForeverCaHa]

yeah i meant waiting for the date, i'm waiting for the military service so i can get a gun

That period of waiting is mentally taxing, for sure. I don't have the energy to do stuff I used to be passionate about to pass the time, so it really is just hours of YouTube and sleeping for as long as physically possible. Depends on the individual circumstances though. I've essentially quit my job and taken an extended period of time off from my PhD, so I don't have any responsibilities.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I personally hope for is to not exist, I always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this cruel, futile existence just waiting to not exist anyway, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm always so tired of it all and I'd just never wish for any of this but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.