rotthjärta
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- Apr 24, 2026
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How do you deal with it?
My mother is pretty retarded and likes to invite people who are abusive. Personally I have had to get involved when it "went to far". Almost each time because I can't watch stuff like that happen and she doesn't fucking defend herself. I think she fears "hurting them".
Whereas I, I don't mind at all. I bought a knife for self protection. Its nice I can take it out anywhere and its allowed legally in my state/city. I am allowed to do that right?
Self defense I mean, Im not an aggressive person at all, rather non-confrontational its only If i have to. It's just a bit difficult in my circumstances because If I were to then the cops would have to come in and possibly find perfectly legal business operation and the motherfucker already had to get out of this country because of his friends called a couple of detectives where trying to reach out. So what the fuck do I do. If I see a situation where I have to defend her or defend myself well I fucking have to. I don't give a fuck about "losing" things haaa what the fuck am I losing, not my dignity like them.
But seriously how many times do I have to defend this women, I mean how many relationships do you have where everyone beats or thinks its okay to disrespect you, or one just using her sexually or fucking rape at one point. I mean I get like this all the time really where situations happen and I get this push to do something, I have to. I have to be the one to tell them to get off of her or to fucking stop, IM the one telling them to shut the fuck up. I started doing that around 9, what the fuck is that? This bitch never learnt to speak up or defend herself??? I mean she talks about herself so high mighty and that Im emotionally weak. She's not some angel herself but still even if it was a random person I dont give a fuck take me to jail, I will defend someone in need of help. Man slaughter, what is that in california, well it would be self defense or defending someone who is being hurt with great bodily harm. This one is bold and more aggressive and he's much more bigger so gods taking me through boss battles or something. He's not a fucking man, more of a bitch really every one of them. I don't care how much bigger in height or weight you have to try, theres always a way, theres always a weak point.
Why am I taking charge? WHY AM I THE ONLY REASONABLE ONE. Are people so inherently morally fucked even the weak sheep ones cause an issue to people life, stupid fucking people pleasers or those who "I don't want to do or say anything wrong" YOU ARE, doing nothing is alone you doing something wrong. Why put me through these situations, you don't think it fucks with my mind too. Do you know how cautious i am and overly anxious i am here, constantly have to listen closely make sure people aren't getting aggressive. I CANT EVEN SHOWER without feeling a bit of that anxiety that some shit might happen.
I cant take anymore.
If I have to I would. I don't provoke people I just let them be. But his kids think its okay too, one of them called it "discipline", he speaks with the same disrespect or entitlement of authority to his gf or women in general. I guess I will document it via journal or if I need to take a photo or a video beforehand so theres proof. I dont understand these people, shallow, no dignity, low iq, entitled, grandiosity ill ridden disgusting greedy pigs.
I don't know what the fuck to do. Im willing to lose money, I don't need a nice house or anything I don't fucking accept any extra things, I DONT CARE. HOW do these people choooooseee to put themselves in these situations, I already told her If i fucking have to I don't care and for her not to bitch to me about anything.
its not something that you let slide, "for the future" this dumbass says, WHOS FUTURE???
She says she does everything for her kids, I did't ask for this. I was way more comfortable being poor. I was wayyyyy more comfortable in a little house. I don't even like the lifestyle of all these rotting ghetto pigs, fucking hell. I hate ghetto people.
My mother is pretty retarded and likes to invite people who are abusive. Personally I have had to get involved when it "went to far". Almost each time because I can't watch stuff like that happen and she doesn't fucking defend herself. I think she fears "hurting them".
Whereas I, I don't mind at all. I bought a knife for self protection. Its nice I can take it out anywhere and its allowed legally in my state/city. I am allowed to do that right?
Self defense I mean, Im not an aggressive person at all, rather non-confrontational its only If i have to. It's just a bit difficult in my circumstances because If I were to then the cops would have to come in and possibly find perfectly legal business operation and the motherfucker already had to get out of this country because of his friends called a couple of detectives where trying to reach out. So what the fuck do I do. If I see a situation where I have to defend her or defend myself well I fucking have to. I don't give a fuck about "losing" things haaa what the fuck am I losing, not my dignity like them.
But seriously how many times do I have to defend this women, I mean how many relationships do you have where everyone beats or thinks its okay to disrespect you, or one just using her sexually or fucking rape at one point. I mean I get like this all the time really where situations happen and I get this push to do something, I have to. I have to be the one to tell them to get off of her or to fucking stop, IM the one telling them to shut the fuck up. I started doing that around 9, what the fuck is that? This bitch never learnt to speak up or defend herself??? I mean she talks about herself so high mighty and that Im emotionally weak. She's not some angel herself but still even if it was a random person I dont give a fuck take me to jail, I will defend someone in need of help. Man slaughter, what is that in california, well it would be self defense or defending someone who is being hurt with great bodily harm. This one is bold and more aggressive and he's much more bigger so gods taking me through boss battles or something. He's not a fucking man, more of a bitch really every one of them. I don't care how much bigger in height or weight you have to try, theres always a way, theres always a weak point.
Why am I taking charge? WHY AM I THE ONLY REASONABLE ONE. Are people so inherently morally fucked even the weak sheep ones cause an issue to people life, stupid fucking people pleasers or those who "I don't want to do or say anything wrong" YOU ARE, doing nothing is alone you doing something wrong. Why put me through these situations, you don't think it fucks with my mind too. Do you know how cautious i am and overly anxious i am here, constantly have to listen closely make sure people aren't getting aggressive. I CANT EVEN SHOWER without feeling a bit of that anxiety that some shit might happen.
I cant take anymore.
If I have to I would. I don't provoke people I just let them be. But his kids think its okay too, one of them called it "discipline", he speaks with the same disrespect or entitlement of authority to his gf or women in general. I guess I will document it via journal or if I need to take a photo or a video beforehand so theres proof. I dont understand these people, shallow, no dignity, low iq, entitled, grandiosity ill ridden disgusting greedy pigs.
I don't know what the fuck to do. Im willing to lose money, I don't need a nice house or anything I don't fucking accept any extra things, I DONT CARE. HOW do these people choooooseee to put themselves in these situations, I already told her If i fucking have to I don't care and for her not to bitch to me about anything.
its not something that you let slide, "for the future" this dumbass says, WHOS FUTURE???
She says she does everything for her kids, I did't ask for this. I was way more comfortable being poor. I was wayyyyy more comfortable in a little house. I don't even like the lifestyle of all these rotting ghetto pigs, fucking hell. I hate ghetto people.
