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Chabrychek

Chabrychek

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Dec 23, 2025
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I have less than six months to prepare. I feel somewhat mentally ready, but I'm still afraid that the closer I get to that day, the more I'll panic and give up. Do you have any advice? Please.
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
114
it's very unhealthy, but i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge, that's how i got the courage to do it in my last attempt. a little music works too. Seriously tho it's very unhealthy
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Mage
Jul 3, 2025
576
I have less than six months to prepare. I feel somewhat mentally ready, but I'm still afraid that the closer I get to that day, the more I'll panic and give up. Do you have any advice? Please.
Haha i have less than few days and it must happen otherwise I will soon be in a much more horrible situation
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
862
I want to do it tonight. It seems impossible but so does any normal behavior. Being honest, missing obligations bedrotting will probably happen first.
 
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rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
128
Choose an effective method and come up with a complementary fail safe. Like if you were for instance slashing your wrists in a bathtub, fill it with water and have a plugged in electronic device on the side that you will likely knock over.

I know it's not really the help you wanted but it's all I can recommend
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Mage
Jul 3, 2025
576
May I ask about your method?
Its full hanging , I'll use a woodbeam as anchor point very stable and I will definitely die from that only thing that could sabotage the attempt would be a horribly strong si which could force me to set my foot back to the ladder but that will only be possible in the first few seconds so the time interval for that is extremely short therefore my plan is that as long as possible i will keep my arms and legs still while still conscious
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,201
it's very unhealthy, but i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge, that's how i got the courage to do it in my last attempt. a little music works too. Seriously tho it's very unhealthy
Can u explain more or give examples of how u " i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge" ?
 
Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
114
Can u explain more or give examples of how u " i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge" ?
Just uhh, suppress your emotions, when you feel the need to cry but actually not do it, it's horrible, certainly makes you feel worse, and once it's the day, you release it all, using the catharsis to ease the act
 
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InevitableDeath

InevitableDeath

Already Dead
Jan 4, 2026
296
You know the time when it turns up. You basically put up with this fucking poxy country and all these cunt scum people and a shitty life amd scum bullies ad stalkers and eventually you snap.
 

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