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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
205
My mom found out abt my last 2 CTB attempts (of which were partial hanging) and I need advice on what else to use besides belt. Cutting is no go as that would hurt way too much, SN is ideal but sourcing is damn near impossible, gun preferablly not as I want to scar my family as little as possible. Just something quick and painless to get me the fuck out of here.
 
CheekyPhobia

CheekyPhobia

Reasonless, well it stands to reason...
Aug 1, 2022
141
Are you in a situation that requires you to CTB immediately? If not I'd really have to suggest that you wait until you can comfortably go it really best to not risk these things
 
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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
205
Are you in a situation that requires you to CTB immediately? If not I'd really have to suggest that you wait until you can comfortably go it really best to not risk these things
It's definitely not urgent but sooner than later would be ideal
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,848
I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for, I really wish it's more straightforward to just cease existing on our own terms, it certainly would be ideal if existence came with an permanent offswitch where one can just instantly find peace from all the suffering.
 

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