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timetodie24
Elementalist
- Apr 14, 2023
- 830
I live with my parents due to being unemployed. They have started to notice something is up since I rarely go out and not interested in anything. They know about my self-harm and past ctb attempts so worry. They want me to go to doctor but they don't realise i'm a targeted individual and that the nhs and professionals are in on it. Obviously I just refuse and they can't force me. But worried they will get someone to house to assess if they knew truth. They'd let drs kidnap and drug me. I just need them off my back until I can ctb. I'm falling apart because of the targeting but I'm not ill, how do I convince them I'm ok ?