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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,993
Can you still make or enjoy jokes? Can you be free from sorrows sometimes and just relax? Can you laugh at yourself and feel some easiness?
My answer is complicated but in general I would say for me life is way way more serious than for my friends. I especially notice that when we are talking about video games or other hobbies. My friends take them so serious, not losing in a game, new releases of games etc. Even as a child I could not feel the easiness they still feel. Winnig in a game does not mean much to me. I have very serious problems, I worry daily a lot. I experience huge pressure and I barely feel easiness. It is hard to me to relax but I am more skilled at it than in the past.
I sometimes do jokes also about myself. And I am glad I can make my friends smile sometimes. But honestly I can talk at one minutes about my obsession concerning suicide with them and then crack a funny or nasty joke about other stuff.
I am quite serious about life. And I often think what I have been through and what I have to expect from the future. I have existential sorrows. And it is hard to cope with them. But this does not mean I could not make any jokes anymore. Life is cynical. I can be that too.
My answer is complicated but in general I would say for me life is way way more serious than for my friends. I especially notice that when we are talking about video games or other hobbies. My friends take them so serious, not losing in a game, new releases of games etc. Even as a child I could not feel the easiness they still feel. Winnig in a game does not mean much to me. I have very serious problems, I worry daily a lot. I experience huge pressure and I barely feel easiness. It is hard to me to relax but I am more skilled at it than in the past.
I sometimes do jokes also about myself. And I am glad I can make my friends smile sometimes. But honestly I can talk at one minutes about my obsession concerning suicide with them and then crack a funny or nasty joke about other stuff.
I am quite serious about life. And I often think what I have been through and what I have to expect from the future. I have existential sorrows. And it is hard to cope with them. But this does not mean I could not make any jokes anymore. Life is cynical. I can be that too.