Help How risky is Butanediol without AntiEmetics? [ANSWER ASAP PLS]

[so_mais_um]

I REALLY want to die this saturday, but unfortunately woke up late on friday so I couldn't start the antiemetic regime.

I could CTB this sunday but my parents are coming from traveling this monday supposedly at morning so there is a risk they find me

So I was wondering if I could just start the antiemetic regime now (4am of Saturday) this way:

04:20: 10mg Metoclopramide (I know makes no sense in this time but I made a mistake)
06:00: 10mg Metoclopramide
10:00: 10mg Metoclopramide
14:00: 10mg Metoclopramide
18:00: 20mg Metoclopramide
22:30: 40mg Metoclopramide (30 is recommended but since Im not doing the recommended than maybe I need more meto?)
22:45: 5mg Rivotril (Clonazepam)
23:00: 50ml 1,4 Butanediol

Do you think this will work? Or at least make the chance of vomiting kinda low?

please FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ANSWER ME I GOTTA DIE TODAY IS THE CHANCE!!!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I think an impulsive attempt most likely will end up as a failed attempt. I doubt that anyone can answer your questions with a guarantee.

Idk how "fast" it will kill - I think a lot of unknown personal factors play a role here after you ingested Butanediol.

Why do you wanna die so desperately today?

 

[so_mais_um]

My parents come from travelling monday morning. I only have today and tomorrow to ctb. Today is less risky to be found. And I didn't wake up early so I couldn't do the antiemetic regime. But unfortunately you may be right. Fuck. But I really wanted to die this year and today. I'm so tired from life. Everyday is hell. Depression just gets worse. I'm in literal hell.

And I don't know when will be the next time my parents will travel alone. If I just woke up early and did the antiemetic regime I could die today safely but I fucked up.

Can't I just take 50mg of Metoclopramide, take 50ml of Butanediol and if I vomit I take another 50ml and if I vomit again I take another 50ml? And this way the amount I took would already build up and I would die despite the vomit just like SN?