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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
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How old were you when you first fell in love?
 
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Pinkliquid12

Pinkliquid12

Member
Sep 10, 2022
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Hm maybe 12?

How old were you when you started dressing yourself?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Not too sure- around 2 or 3. It was a big moment for me, I remember I went running into my parents room and jumped all over the bed because I had put my vest on... Then, I did the same thing when I had put my dress on. All while my Mum was ill lying in it. ☹️ She was so brave.

How old were you when you first used a swear word?
 
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felka123

Member
Jan 31, 2021
6
Maybe 4 years old? I think a family member used the word 'sh*t' a lot and I learned it then.

How old were you when you first visited another country?
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
949
I was 14.

How old were you when you had your heartbroken for the first time?
 
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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
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12
How old were you when you first flew on a plane?
 
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•narc is typing…•

All things supernatural
Dec 18, 2022
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ilovebunnies

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Dec 12, 2022
19
10

how old were you when you first watched your favorite show
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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14 when I first watched star trek

How old were you when you learned to drive?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I was 33 when I took lessons but I was predictably terrible at it...

How old were you when you learned to cook?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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Never learned to cook 😂 though I did learn to cook eggs when I was 5

How old were you when you first saved up 1k?
 
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itsallpointless

Experienced
Feb 9, 2023
213
26.
How old were you when you got your driving license?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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17.

How old were you when you had your first thoughts about not existing?
 
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Bardo

Arcanist
Jan 25, 2023
403
17.

How old were you when you had your first thoughts about not existing?
Early twenties, when I realized that there are some very evil people in this world.
 
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nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
209
Early twenties, when I realized that there are some very evil people in this world.
u ain't playing the damn game correctly.
16
how old were you when you first experienced abandonment/death
 
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TransMagical

TransMagical

Volo ergo sum
Feb 10, 2023
96
u ain't playing the damn game correctly.
16
how old were you when you first experienced abandonment/death
Its a tricky thing to answer.
11-12(idk around then, maybe 9/10)or TBD depending on hoe you look at it, but it wasnt "abandonment", it was just the first close being to me to die(cat), but as i didnt witness it I guess I dont feel to bad, plus I understood how death fully worked by then. I dont know its all confusing.

How old were you when you first attempted to greatly hurt/harm someone (not a playground fight/normal fight. Like KILL or somthing, near completely unprompted), if that doesnt apply then answer to the same question I just answerd
How old were you when you
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Hmmm, never tried to REALLY hurt someone- so- I'll answer the previous question...

I was 3 when I first experienced death and abandonment. My Mum died.

How old were you when you had your first pet? If you had a pet that is...
 
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Bardo

Arcanist
Jan 25, 2023
403
u ain't playing the damn game correctly.
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how old were you when you first experienced abandonment/death
Relax. I get it. It was the middle of the night. Cut some slack, eh? How old were you when you realized you were responsible for how people reacted to you?
 
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bbclenet

New Member
Apr 17, 2021
1
Never did ! But would have wanted so many times and the older I grow , the more people I would want to hurt VERY badly .... BTW i m turning 59 ....
At what age did you feel that your experience in life was turning really badly sour ? ( 5 years ago for me )
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

"It's all just a dream"
Oct 26, 2019
810
I dunno. 34? (which is my present age...)...

How old were you when you came to the conclusion this wasn't a world that you wanted to live in/ it wasn't meant for you?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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19

How old were you when you first broke a bone?
 
Dry-Finding7733

Dry-Finding7733

Expect disappointment and never be disappointed
Feb 1, 2023
48
14

How old were you when you first felt that "void" inside of you?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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6

How old were you when you first argued back with a parent?
 
stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
949
11 or 12, probably

How old were you when you lost someone special for the first time?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,739
19, grandma

How old were you when you first used the internet
 
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a-way-out

The path is coming to an end
Aug 30, 2022
22
6, on my uncle's laptop.

How old were you when it all started going downhill ?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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When I was 6 I first wanted to die

How old were you when you got your first detention in school?
 
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a-way-out

The path is coming to an end
Aug 30, 2022
22
Never

How old were you when you started smoking?
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
949
18-19 yo

How old were you when you first tried any drug?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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17, mdma

How old were you when you first tried antidepressants
 
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